Monday, July 27, 2009

manic monday

nobody would begrudge me, that much is clear. then again, is that the only reason one should go? it should never be about what other people are okay with. not about their personal opinion of you. although, if they are people who would be affected by your decision, and you do care about them quite deeply, maybe it should matter. but now that circumstance doesn't matter. because i know now--i KNOW now, they wouldn't begrudge me.

breath.

where would i go?
who would i go with?
why now? how do i know? where do i look? WHAT DO I DO!?!?!?!?!

i need to learn to trust in SO many areas of my life right now...and maybe moving to a new place, all by myself, would help that. or maybe it would hurt it.

i need direction. desperately.

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